Original Post February 11, 2011 edited July 31. 2022
The following article came into fruition as a result of me thinking about writing a Love Letter to my children. Putting my thoughts to paper as ie-I sat down with the intention of writing this Letter of Love was magical. Recording the events as they arose in my memory was like experiencing them all over again. Doing this was a reminder of the importance of being present. “Our presence is a present we give to each other”. Now is all there is all else is a Mental Projection. Know that memories are lies we tell ourselves.
We are multidimensional beings an expression of the infinite and we are this infinite energy, the awareness field that flows through all life, all dimensions, the entire cosmos. Much like a droplet of water in an infinite ocean, and the ocean itself. Without the droplet there would be no ocean. Overly identified as just the droplet has stagnated what is possible for us to experience.
It is up to us to recognize how we are limiting our expression by holding on to the way we have been taught to articulate. The words we speak and the thoughts we think create a picture and we project this picture upon the fabric of creation. We are the projector and the projected. What picture are we going to hold onto?
My thoughts are drawn to the previous night, Tuesday February 10, 2011, a perfect winter evening. The air was crisp and clear as ie-I found myself waiting to be picked up by two ladies that ie-I had just met the previous Sunday at Felix’s Yuen Method practice group. Synchronicity has it that we were all planning to attend the same ‘Deeksha Blessing’ evening the following weekend in Kelowna. Lucky for me both of my new friends reside at Penticton. ie-I was grateful they did not mind swinging by to pick me up on their way through Summerland.
Deeksha is like a prayer! It is an Energetic Blessing from the Deeksha Giver in Alignment with their open and loving heart to the Receiving Participant. The blessing can be given in person or over a seemingly long distance. (Thoughts do not travel, there is not distance for the mind or consciousness) We can also give Deeksha to Our Self. There are many participants who have spontaneous ‘Self-Realization’ and experience Oneness. during Deeksha.
The car arrived with not just two but three delightful women. ie-I tucked myself into the back seat of the car as we headed off on the highway towards the Kelowna Library in anticipation to give and receive the Oneness blessing.
You know those people that you meet in life who yea just click with? Well, this is one of those encounters. ie-I found myself sitting in the back seat with this amazing lady, named Maggie. She has this amazing gift which gives her the ability to go into the body and test for imbalances. She can go into the body and tell yea exactly what is causing the body to scream in pain. She also has this uncanny ability to know exactly what the body needs to resolve the issue.
“How fortunate for me”, ie-I thought to myself as ie-I sitting in the back seat of a car and meeting this wonderful lady who has graciously offered to share her gift of insight with me. ie-I pondered the notion, “Gazing into the body and seeing from the body’s perspective would be of such benefit to me”. The intelligence that runs the Universe is amazing in orchestrating and bringing people together who are in need of each other’s services.
Events have unfolded in such a way in my life to open space for the realization of Divine Love, the infinite field from which all life springs forth. My dream is to share this vibration of Love with others. It is in expressing this resonance that we can end peoples misery. It is in helping people to clear the heart that we expand in the knowing of self. In this the brain will remember the language of the heart, the language of the Soul, our original light language which is the language of ‘Divine Love’.
The violent events that caused damage to the emotional and mental bodies and subsequent brain injury has hindered my ability to get a business going. It is giving and receiving Deeksha that has been beneficial to my brain’s recovery. [Have since realized that growing a business is not in my best interest. am not keen on making merchandise of my fellow man]
Maggie and ie-I chatted with each other in the back seat sharing our experiences. The more we chatted the more ie-I felt this wonderful relationship developing between the two of us. ie-I felt very fortunate and grateful for this encounter.
ie-I had already set up the lines of communication with my body.ie-I had already said to my body, “ie-I’am hearing yea and ie-I know that yeas are not happy, ie-I have ben neglectful, and the things that ie-I have been doing have caused many imbalances”. ie-I had been asking for the body to be in balance and not sure what course of action to take. My ability to listen and understand my body’s language definitely needed an upgrade. Now, here ie-I was sitting beside this beautiful and wonderfully generous lady who has the ability to hear my bodies voice.
The drive from Summerland to Kelowna was much quicker than usual as we arrived at the Kelowna Library. The four of us made our way into the conference room and found that people had already arrived to share Deeksha. The air was light and cheery as we greeted each other. People kept streaming into the room. We all joined together in a circle to share in the meditation, followed with giving and receiving the Deeksha Blessings.
Every time ie-I share this amazing gift, gifted by the Oneness University, my heart is set free. ie-I find as ie-I open to having the Divine aspect of self-flow forth through this physical body ie-I open to allowing more of this Loving energy of the Divine to be expressed in physical form. Like a bulldozer clearing my own heart space making more, and more, space in my heart, giving my heart a greater capacity to love freely opening the heart to allow my being to express freely “as the Freedom of Love”.
Now ie-I know the importance of talking to our body. When we talk directly to our subconscious and to the water in our body in a loving and caring way, we are shifting the environment around our cells. This shift does affect our cellular structure.
The science is out that it is the environment we are subjected to, with our emotional and mental state, and state of consciousness that does affect our biology. Bruce Lipton exposes the science behind this in his book, “The Biology of Belief”. Dr. Masaru Emoto is a scientist and author. Dr. Emoto has shown that positive words and emotions and playing classical music and directing positive ideas at the water restores the water to its beautiful crystalline state, while negative words and emotions and crude music, will result in malformation.
The next morning, following the evenings events ie-I woke up to sunshine streaming into the window filling the kitchen with Light. As this sunlight, shinning so bright, found the crystals hanging in the window the union produced these beautiful rainbows that danced playfully across the walls of the kitchen. ie-I delighted in the magnificence of the colors produced in this union between the sun beam and the crystal. Overcome with joy ie-I made my way to the coffee pot to brew up a cup for myself and, my son, Carl. In this space of self-awareness ie-I noticed this profound peace within my heart at the recognition of this moment.
Carl my autistic son who is usually so loving and happy was miserable. He was cranky and mad; he was definitely not his usual in the moment happy young man. He usually delights in making others feel good about themselves as he shines his love on them and tells them how great and beautiful, they are. Not this morning, he woke up so very unhappy. Carl joins a group of special needs adults on Sunday at our local ski hill for a day of downhill enjoyment. This past Sunday during skiing he had a fall, in the fall he bruised his hip, and his elbow. ie-I knew as ie-I watched him and allowed him to be with these feelings and emotions that were coming up for him that this soon would pass. ie-I just sat watching allowing him to vent his frustration. Being present for him and allowing him to be as he is in the moment is a gift from me to him.
It came time to drive Carl to his day program. As ie-I went outside, to start the car, the crispness in the air touched my cheek waking me up to this perfect crystal-clear morning. It was the crisp winter morning with the sun reflecting its brilliance off the white snow-covered ground that sharpened my senses. The purity of the moment was breath taking as ie-I noticed yet another union between the sunbeam and the individual snowflake. Mesmerized by the moment ie-I stood watching as millions of tiny lights danced across the surface of the snow reminded me that ie-I am light.
This Dance of Living Light reminded me of when my child self came to the realization that ie-I am light and ie-I am also the awareness of IT. ie-I remembered being witness to my Light Body floating in an Ocean of Living Light with no beginning and no end. In this ie-I became aware of the fact that ie-I am not only the Infinite Field of Awareness that flows through all life ie-I am also this field of living light ever present waiting to be expressed through this body called “Lorna”. ie-I stood witness as my heart burst open at these amazing lights as they danced across the surface of the snow reflecting my Inner Light reminding me of the Purity of My Soul and the Purity of My Love for All Life.
Back at home sitting at my computer reminiscing of these events ie-I was reminded of how incredibly rewarding it is to be present to someone who is caught up in misery. Often words are not needed.
ie-I was reminded of a time when my youngest daughter woke up stressed about life. She was venting in not a very nice way. It was time to take her to school. The ride was not so pleasant as she continued with her rant. ie-I held fast to the moment as ie-I reminded myself she needs to be heard. “Stay calm and present”, ie-I thought to myself. As she stepped out of the car, the words, “ie-I hate you” rang in my ears. These words as they rippled through my body stung yet ie-I knew it was not me she hated. She was hating the moment, she was hating her pain, and what was going on in her life. Her anger was her own which had nothing to do with me. As she left the car and slammed the door, ie-I quickly said, “have a wonderful day”, and ie-I meant it.
As ie-I drove home ie-I put the event to rest. After being home for about 15 minutes the phone rang, it was Amber. All she said was, “ie-I love you”. That was enough. There was no, “ie-I am sorry” or “ie-I wish ie-I hadn’t said what ie-I did”, no pleading for forgiveness. It was not needed. Amber knew ie-I knew why she said what she had said. ie-I saw it was her pain that was talking because she was still sorting out being hurt by someone, she trusted. There was no way that ie-I was gong to make it about me or take it personally. ie-i was not going to allow this to hurt my heart or interfere with her knowing how much ie-I love and cherish her.
No matter what is going on in our lives our love for each other is still present. We are blind to the fact that it is not the person we do not love it is their behavior. It is what they say and do when they are angry or frustrated, when they are in emotional, mental, and physical pain. ie-I understand that ie-I will always love the people in my life as ie-I see them from a place of understanding. This is the state of Unconditional Love ie-I strive to maintain through my own pain and misery.
It is unfortunate that we have not broken free from all karmic rebound and the Quantum Entanglements from eons of abuse we perpetuate upon ourselves and each other. From child to parent and parent to child we cause ourselves and each other pain and misery as a result of our Lack of Awareness. So many are held in the Lower Brain and Lower States of Consciousness as a result of their Corrupted Emotional Body. They are kept from Ascending held in the Magnetic Field of Earth as a result of their fear, anger, resentment etc. and mostly from what ie-I have observed shame, blame, and guilt is what does it. The lower density entities that traverse time and space know and drop thoughts to have us feel this shame, blame, and guilt keeping us in a perpetual loop of self-abuse.
Each of us should be asking, “are my thoughts my own?” All suicides are murders as everyone who is having suicidal thoughts are not in their Right Mind. Their Mind and Emotions have been hijacked.
Do thou want to know how to be free from Lower Density Entity influence?
They are held in the Lower Dimensions as a result of their frequency. They Feed on Fear as they are Out of Resonance with their Higher Self. No one is kicked out of Heaven, we do it to our self when we allow for the corruption of our Emotional Body. What is it that has hu-man’s believing that the “veil” is normal? When we know that we “fell” and created the “veil” what has kept us from figuring out how to reverse the fall and be free from this “veil”?
Do yea want to know how to reclaim your energy and move back into wholeness?
Do you want to know how to harmonize the corrupted Emotional Body that is the driving force of all so-called Evil Acts?
Awareness is one of our Greatest Spiritual gifts and Self Awareness is the Key to Self-Mastery.
Spiritual Teachings declare that forgiveness is necessary in restoring our capacity to love ourselves and each other. Yet, do people really contemplate on what it is they are forgiving? In the Act of Forgiveness, it is helpful to be aware that when someone commits a crime such as rape, or murder which appear unforgivable we must come to the realization that in most cases these individuals who commit these horrendous crimes have themselves faced horrific abuses and may actually be influenced by Lower Astral Entities that feed on Lower Density Imbalanced Emotions. These people are not in their right mind.
Those that know the truth have set up the Justice System to perpetuate the disfunction. It is time for us to come together and come up with solutions to heal those that are incapacitated.
When ie-I had my Life Review on November 3, 2000, a transit date for me, ie-I was given the opportunity to remember my experiences from the perspective of the subconscious and conscious mind and the Super-Conscious Mind, the Christ Within. Seeing from the perspective of the consciousness of everyone involved and everything is a wonderful gift.
Having this opportunity to see with the eyes of the Unified Field is an Indescribable Gift. ie-I am so grateful that ie-I had this opportunity to witness my own subconscious programs. Every experience is recorded with a specific story which has a Frequency and Vibrational Resonance to it ie-I realized that we are not aware that the story we make up in our mind in this Lower State of Consciousness and lower state of awareness is actually a lie. It may be difficult for you to comprehend the fact that the experience is false as we do not have all the information available to us in that moment. We can be free of the past by shifting the frequency of the story once we see it from the Higher Self’s Perspective, having all the information available in the specific moment allows the experience to be integrated setting us free.
It is when we are not stressed, and we are in harmony that we can support each other. It is not always easy to remain peaceful with the society that we live in, all we can do is to decide to not get caught up in the storms that arise. If we do get caught up in the stress and worry it is in our awareness that we can choose to shake ourselves off. When we do we remind our body that it is loved. Three magick words, “ie-I love myself” and “ie-I love life”. It does wonders for the well-being of the body of others the magick words “ie-I love you”.
Even when we are deeply depressed and miserable even if we cannot feel love how hard is it really to say, “ie-I love and accept myself in this?” People should just try it and witness what happens.
Violence results in emotional, psychological, or physical pain and causes fracturing of the spirit (ego-personality) and a distortion for the ego. This does impact how we will perceive our future experiences. We can be free of all distortions caused from violence with the frequency of love and information given by the Higher Self.
There is an exercise ie-I do with clients that is very beneficial. When there is someone who has acted out in any of the imbalanced emotional states as a result of fear such as rage, anger, resentment, shame, blame, guilt etc ie-I set the energetic intention of becoming the observer and get the client to say, “ie-I love myself when ie-I think of (then get them to say the individuals name), When ie-I say something or act out of my own fractured aspects or imbalanced ego ie-I say, “ie-I love myself in anger”, “Ie-I love myself in this pain”. When ie-I say it ie-I close my eyes and visualize them in front of me and flow my love into them. If it is my inner child ie-I do the same thing.
Here ie-I sit in amazement of life remembering the dancing rainbows that ie woke up to this morning. One shift in conscious awareness and the body, and mind, delights in this awareness. The sun is brilliant on its own as is the crystal and the snowflake. Each has their own brilliance, yet together in their union is created even more brilliance. This is what life is. This union is reflected in the joining of two people that come together. As two people join in their brilliance it is in this union that a child is born. The child reflects the brilliance and the love of the two that brought this One forth. It is an expansion of brilliance an expansion of love. Two expressions of love become one, which is the child.
Regardless of the situation we are born into the situation is presented as an opportunity for us to choose to be free from karmic rebound. It is up to each of us to open to the recognition and be willing to take the steps to resolve the theme running through our life experiences.
A child is LOVE! A child is brought forth from the Love-Light of Creation because two people have come together in a union. Regardless, as to how this union is perceived, this child holds the spark of Divine Love within its heart. Nurture this in each other and in your pets for even your pets hold this spark of Divine love.
It is a good reminder to be conscious of what we are saying to ourselves and our children as we are either cursing ourselves and each other or blessings ourselves and each other. In the words of Dr. Haim Ginort “Children are like wet cement. Whatever falls on them makes an impression.”
There have been times in my life that ie-I have forgotten this. ie-I have been reminded that when my children are not feeling this from me it is only in my awareness that ie-I can shift this. It is up to me to shine the light of love from my heart to theirs. It is in this awareness that ie-I can stop in the moment, open my eyes, shift my perception of the moment, and see the truth in it. In so choosing to shift ie-I choose to shift my Consciousness. When ie-I shift my Consciousness ie-I shift the vibration of the energy that is coming from me.
“Thoughts and emotions are electromagnetic”.
This morning was a reminder for me. So, whenever ie-I have forgotten, and life becomes stressful ie-I can take pause even if ie-I am overcome with emotions it does not benefit my body to beat myself up. Even if ie-I am overcome with the lower density emotions created in the trespass and drama of separation consciousness, ie-I can take pause, ie-I can look at my own pain and misery with the eyes of my Soul and lay down the thoughts that are keeping me tethered to this pain and misery. It is these emotions that close off my heart and disrupt my well-being.
It is up to me to dismiss the various expressions of fear, like anger or resentment that ie-I am expressing. It is in my awareness and free will choice to overcome that ie-I can turn to the ones in my life who ie-I see are in pain and misery and ie-I can hold them even if it is just in my mind’s eye. And ie-I can tell them how important that they are to me. ie-I tell them how much ie-I love them. ie-I say, “ie-I know that you have not always felt this love from me and for this thou have suffered and ie-I have suffered also”. Lovingly, ie-I say “this pain thou are holding, ie-I would like to help yea to resolve it. ie-I would like to help thou to resolve it for thou and for me”. “My wish for thou is that thine heart is overflowing with the Love that ie-I have for thou.” “Know that ie-I have always loved thou, even in my darkest days ie-I have always loved thou, now and forever”. “ie-I will always Love thou today and forever”. And So, It Is and so it shall be!
Thine pain is not who thou are. The pain is the indication of resistance to the truth of who and what we are. It is up to us to bring all aspects of self-back to vibrational harmonic resonance as one glorified expression of light -love.
Open thine hands and thiner heart and declare:
I AM the Light of the Heart, Shining in the darkness of being
And changing all into the golden treasure Of the Mind of Christ
I AM projecting this Love Out onto the world To erase all errors
And to break down all barriers. I AM the power of infinite Love
Amplifying itself Until it is victorious, without end”
Know that Ie love thou!!
And So It Is and so it shall be!!
“And the Thunder Birds came back on Thunder Mountain to shine a light from the Heavens out on the land for all to see.. Ancestors danced and a Grandmothers heart was light .. for the spirit was free and the soul did sing.. 💛💙💛🧝♀️🧚♀️🦅🌸🌈🌟” Lara Wes
“May Life be Overflowing with the joy, glory, and passion of thou being uniquely thou as a Multidimensional Expression of the All That Is, Ever Was, and Ever Will Be”. In other words, “wishing thou a Life of Joy, wonder, and amazement that comes when in Alignment with ones True Nature,.
All Is One, and All Is Love and Loved Beyond Measure”.
Sending thou Light and Love while simultaneously holding thou in My Light and in My Love. (so be it) and it is so…………
[the terms king and queen in this context do not represent a title, we are all each of us king and queen of our own dominion, as a true sovereign and autonomous being we do not hold ourselves above another and we would not hold others above ourselves; we are one]
born lorna lynne of the house of borgeson named during a Sacred Water Ceremony with Chief White Buffalo as, “The One That Flows With The River”
The following information was added on August 10, 2022 after being introduced to the work that Panache Desai is doing.
“The Law of Non-Resistance: Be neutral to evil by comprehending what causes evil. Overcome evil with good/grace/love!” queen-sophia88